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[ peppermint mocha coffee ] [09 Dec 2005|11:16am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | just surrender ]

I wish James was here to read my Subject to me.....cauf-ee.

All these weather men need to die.
2 "winter storms" so far and we have a whole whopping...2-3 inches of snow outside?
which of course means I have to drive back to MoCo tonight to work...:(

Last night Sam and I passed out on the couch together around...ehh 12ish. it was pathetic. But Dukes of Hazard was kinda un-entertaining. and it's sad that my New Baby cousins name is Luke...yes..after Luke Duke. I have the most redneck family ever.

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[ pineapple and spam booty ] [02 Dec 2005|01:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ok so I think I'm going to get back into the journal thing just because I miss writing random shit that dosen't matter. cool? cool.

yesterday james sang me the hiney song to me, it was sweet.
I see your hiney!
It's nice and shiney!
you better hide it!
before I bite it!

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[ bank ] [25 Jun 2005|01:51am]
[ mood | pleased ]

I made $312 in tips alone last night.
fucking right.

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summer lovin.. [21 Jun 2005|01:37pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | fear before the march of flames.. ]

It's been a great summer in Katie is psychotic about animals land )

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[ you're on your own my little nightmare ] [13 Jun 2005|03:44pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

so yeah. haven't felt much like updating.
been busy as hell.

started working at the melting pot last week.
worked every day training.
I'm going to make bank there.
and it's awesome.
all my boys work there <3

the summer started out shitty.
I actually wrote a long ass entry but it got deleted somehow.

So anyways, summer has been chill.
hanging out with nicole most of the time.
Which is what got me thinking.
and actually led to me updating.

She was dating a guy for a few weeks.
not even serious or antyhing.
she broke up with him yesterday.
and he cried?
wtf.
why couldn't I ever get a TEAR out of him in 4 years?
not that I like to make people cry.
but i Cried enough for 10 people over those 4 years.
one tear would have been more than satisfying.
but no.
the next guy I emotionally destroy better fucking cry.
i'm saying.
ha. I'm not THAT evil. but c'mon.

anyway.

I'm raising tadpoles.
it's awesome.

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[ just for the hell of it ] [07 Jun 2005|11:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]

errybody loves pictures )

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[ save a cow, eat a tofu snack ] //rant [24 May 2005|01:28pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

 

Hey Did You Know :

note: before reading this entry , know that I have no problem with meat eaters. I was one for a good chunk of my life. my dad eats meat with every meal and a fat juicy steak about 4 times a week for dinner and I still love him. just don't be retarded about it.

that said :

So, for the past few months I've kinda been an ass. I got completely sick of people asking me WHY!?! I was a vegetarian, like it really matters to them.( flesh eaters) 

So, insted of being honest. Like I usually am.. I decided to mix up my answers and see what kinda of reactions I got. So here it goes.

A #1 : MY reason for being a vegetarian is that I simply am against animal cruelty and slaughter houses. The cocept of suffering animals makes me view each piece of meat as a painful bloody unnecessary death, therefore I have no desire to eat it.                                       A # 2: I say:" I just don't like meat."                                                                                                                                                     A# 3 :  " ugh too many calories" - mind you I said this while scarfing down a cheese pizza.                                                                     A #4 : "I'm allergic to it" - hahaha.

when I gave answer #2 , I got no reaction , maybe an " oh, or thats cool" - no one cared.

when I gave answer #3, same thing. People accepted this answer?! I was eating a cheese pizza, I'm not an expert but I'm pretty sure a grilled chicken breast has WAY less calories than that pizza.

when I gave answer #4, people just nooded their head, or gave a "thats strange" look and left it alone. Are some people allergic to all forms of meat? I don't know but I gave the answer anyways.

and finally when I gave MY true answer, people acted like the fucking world was going to end, like they usually do. I don't understand since when people has such a problem with a person caring about the deaths and treatment of innocent animals. On many many occasions people will sit there and ARGUE with me over my own lifestyle decision. " It's the food chain" "It's EVOLUTION?!!?" " They are going to die anyways" "Humans were hunters" " They die right away in slaughter houses" BLAH BLAH BLAH. the evolution one really killed me. I mean sorry but I laughed in this kids face. Lets see...ohh yeah...he told me it's "Darwinism." um hello, he was a christian and was telling ME about darwinism. Heres my theory: Yes Humans are the most evolved ANIMALS on earth. We are given the ability to have advanced complex mental processes. But aren't we also the only animals that have the ability to feel empathy? I'm not sure if thats the exact word but you know what I mean. We have the ability to feel for another creatures and understand when we've hurt something emotioanlly and physically. So , in turn, dosen't that mean that we should be using our brains to produce enough fruits, grains and vegtables to feed our population? We aren't hunters anymore, we have technology because of this "evolution".Dosent that mean that we are smart enough to be able to stop animal suffering, produce our own food and eat what is better for our bodies? Does this not make sense to anyone else. basically any of the arguments I've gottin are just plain retarded.

I gave rediculious answers and people were ok with those. Why dosen't anyone sit around and argue with me for an hour saying " no you are wrong meat is delicious and yummy" or " well actually meat has less calories and fat than that pizza you are eating" or question the fact that I claimed to be allergic to all meat.  Why are those answers acceptable? and animal rights isn't?

 

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oh no...weird [17 May 2005|07:00pm]


You Are 25% Normal

(Occasionally Normal)









You sure do march to your own beat...

But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all

You think on a totally different wavelength

And it's often a chore to get people to understand you


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[ it's empty in here ] [17 May 2005|01:20pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | etid ]

It's funny how things change..
Just last year I was ranting about how I'm going home for the summer and away from him.
getting my life back together.
Couldn't wait to get back to Damascus to my girls.
and we had an amazing summer all together.

this year..
I'm not even sure how I feel.
my bestfriend cares about nothing but her new boyfriend.
or so it seems.
a boyfriend that i don't even get along with.
which has never happened before.
so u can imagine how much time her and I are spending together.
and I'm dreading getting a summer job.
I don't feel like towson is a place i need to escape anymore.
things have settled, and I have friends here I love.
I will have an apartment out here over the summer.
so I can visit when I want.
but will i have time?

at least one thing is the same as last year....a fucked up ankle.
yaay.

I'm going to Las Vegas, Seattle, Victoria, and NC this summer.

the summer is all up in the air.
so i guess thats exciting, but it hasn't caught up with me yet.

i guess I feel sorta...just ...blah.
and thats kinda depressing in itself..I'm on the verge of summer.
my favorite time ever and I'm not even able to be happy.
or maybe I'm just stressed out.
since I'm sitting in the middle of a rediculiously full room that needs to be put in boxes.
but this summer also puts me a step closer to the real world.
which I've been stressing over a lot latley.

whats my next step?
straight into grad classes?
or get a crap psych degree job that wont pay shit?
and how long will i live with my parents?
uggh...I want to be 9 again.
that was a good year.

another confusing thing..
I think I have my first crush in like 6 years..
and it's on someone who is basically unaccessible at the time.
or someone that i didn't notice in that way before.
and the time has passed.
it's a very odd situation.
so i guess it's good I only see him about 4 times a year.
and with his new project...I'm sure this will only get worse.

if anyone knows of a chill place to bartend or whatnot.
where I can do my make-up as crazy as i want.
let a girl know.
I need a fun job before I go into the career of fucked up children :)

I should prolly be using this summer to build a resume in psych.
but I'm not that pressed.

ok...time to pack.

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[12 May 2005|03:19pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I'm a God-Momma!! <3

my bestfriends new baby- Bella. We all move into our apartment in a month and will be one big family <3

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 < 3 < 3< 3

ohh yeah...and I think I broke my ankle. once again..during finals week, just like last year, only thank god it's the other ankle . blah.

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[09 May 2005|01:49pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | dirty dancings last scene!! ]

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Less than 2 weeks left of school.
ugh. this means find a job.
Mothers day weekend was fun.
Biked all through DC and my butt hurts.
So the best news of the day@#!!
Kevin is now in ETID
I missed that boy soo much, and he called today
I'm a happy happy girl.
So day trips to NYC will be in order soon. :)
So I can take advantage of him being up here in the North.
I need to see a good show soon.
My mom bought me Benny & Joon yesterday.
and now I'm gonna go watch it.
Ohhhh yah- My daddy got me tickets to see !Paul McCartney! in October.
I love being spoiled rotten.
fin.
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don't start no shit, wont be no shit [03 May 2005|02:24pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | taas ]

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So yeah, I haven't updated in 2 months.
Things have been sorting themselves out.
And I guess I'm ready now to come back to LJ.
WOOT.
My next 2 weeks belong to school work.
I have 2 presentations, 4 tests left.
and then I'm free.
I dont think I'm going back to CSAAC this summer.
it's my last summer being a college student and I want a laid back job.
thinking about bartending.
does anyone know of a place to bartend in MoCo.? thats not too crazy.
I don't want to have to work and get hit on by frat boys at the same time.
I move into my apartment in 2 motnhs. but I'll be living in MoCo all summer.
back to peping for this persentation. <3
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[05 Apr 2005|03:15pm]
I haven't updated in a long time.
just in case you didn't know.
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*growl* [22 Mar 2005|12:08pm]
You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.

</td>

The Beast

75%

Goofy

63%

Cruella De Ville

63%

Donald Duck

63%

Ariel

56%

Pinocchio

50%

Sleeping Beauty

44%

Snow White

44%

Peter Pan

38%

Cinderella

25%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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NO SHIT [18 Mar 2005|12:21pm]
[ mood | ATHEIST ]

You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.

Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.

</td>

atheism

92%

Satanism

75%

Buddhism

75%

Paganism

67%

agnosticism

54%

Judaism

33%

Islam

25%

Christianity

21%

Hinduism

17%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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[17 Mar 2005|04:29pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I got asked to work at hooters....hhahahaha....wtf?

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[ Fierce Pacings ] [16 Mar 2005|01:38pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | maroon 5 blaring from the girls bathroom ]

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These are my bestfriends in the ENTIRE world. If you haven't noticed yet. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i miss shaun. I haven't seen him in almost 2 weeks :(

So, a lot of things have been going on. Not that I care to share any of it right now. but most of you know. I spent most of last week having me time.

Thursday night Nicole and Tara came down to have a sleep over and have a single girls night out since Tara and Jackson recenlty broke up. We waited FOREVER for our cab to get here and eventually made it down to Bar to see sami while she was working. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Matt and Zac skipped Have a Nice Day and Came to Bar to hang out with me since I never go down town. So I stayed with them all night and danced forever. Matt of course threw me around the dance floor all night, which resulted in my stiletto heal in Zacs Balls.:) I dunno how that one happened. Some skeezy guys go to those places down in power plant. One boy pissed me off royaly when he tired to tell me that he saw skycamefalling at the Recher Theater a few weeks ago......? It's really not a good idea to hit on a girl by talking about shit you know nothing about. I don't even know how he got close enough to my chest to read my pins. ugh.

Friday night I went to the Bled Across Miles show down in fells. People just goofed off the whole time, sliding around on chairs and doing the usual ball taps and what not. eh. it was entertainment.

Annnddd ....Saturday was My Jessica's 21st Birthday. We went to this extrememly counrty bar where all these older people were doing line dances all night in cowboy hats. The DJ's were young and quite fond of our group of girls. so we kept requesting Madonna and Billy Idol and Poison all night and eventually all the hicks in the bar hated us. We rocked out all night and when ever a country song came on, we tried to learn the line dances all the rednecks were doing. haha. they HATED us. it was awesome.

Sunday night was the Through the Eyes of the Dead show. On the way Lucas took me to see his friends 2 puppies and one was not having me at all. He just kept spastically barking at me forever. it was hilarious. The show was alright...too much time waiting around. And really...I'm tired of updating about shows. bc I say the same thing all the time.

 

Spring Break next week....I'm going hooome.

 

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[ snap crackle pop ] [07 Mar 2005|01:32pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | elimi date ]

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This is the biggest Rice Krispy Treat ever. and it's MINE!!@#@!!

I'm in PMS heaven right ....now.
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[28 Feb 2005|01:09pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | white wedding- my billy ]

"watch a snowflake fall and catch itself in a girls eyelashes and then tell me you hate it when it snows..." - Bryan is the cuttest guy ever.

Yesterday I had a complete melt down.

I cried for the first time in 4 months over the stupidist shit. but I couldn't stop crying. sometimes I just feel so guilt for the way my dad spoils me even though I don't ask for it.

but anyways...about my weekend..

Thrsday night I went to a party with Ryan and some of his friends. I actually met 2 girls from villa julie who I really liked. it was amazing. and me walking through a snow storm in stiletto heals was even more amazing. I'm talented.

Friday night was out of controll. Shaun and I went to the BAM show at the mojo. it was good times. Then we left a little early to make it to Sonar for a while.I ran into Matt and Zac at Sonar <3 they made me take a shot with them. that tasted like toothpaste. wtf was that? I danced all night with Rina and her friends from Wisconsin, and Matt and Zac were always close by. Shaun and I lost eachother a lot but some how always managed to end up in the same place. I met Lindsay and saw August for the first time in for-ev-er. I told Allie she was fucking hott like 50 times. Then Shaun and I went to his friend Rays house. and I laid on the bed while they spun records...oh yeah, they finally played billy idol, and I shook my money maker off. and andrew was just silly.

Saturday I woke up and drove home. Maggie KC and I took jackson to paint ceramics. Got chinese, watched the Neverending Story. Sunday was a nice lay day at home. Watched the Oscars. I guess I have to go see Million dollar baby now :/ how can it possibly be that good? bah.

He swears he loves me. but it's too late. and he dosen't even try.it's fin.

just like this update.

fin.

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[23 Feb 2005|06:01pm]
NOOOOOO SNOW.
mother fuck.
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